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1135

by Earthshatter

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1.
*Instrumental*
2.
Ghost Orchid 03:11
I highly doubt you'll hear these fucking words Yeah Let me stare into this broken mirror See if I'm still living Chest so tight no air to breathe Empty and broken left like a stray mutt on a filthy street I let you consume every bit of me I let you, I let you Take everything I let you consume every bit of me I let you, I let you Take everything You're like a sore on my fucking face, a disgrace I don't even need to speak, I don't even need to try I tried a million times and I'm sick of all your bullshit lines I can explain it but you'll never get it So tell me what's the fucking point? I don't your apology and I'll make You see the pain you've caused within (I don't need you), I don't need this hypocrisy I don't need this hypocrisy and I swear I'll never see your face again (I'll never see your face again) There's way we're the same Death follows me wherever I go, but I never thought I'd see it in the form of an angel Or maybe it's demon I see? Am I stupid to think that you'd give a fuck about me? You're like a sore on my fucking face You're a disgrace I don't need your apology I don't need you to relate I don't your apology and I'll make You see the pain you've caused within (I don't need you) I don't need this hypocrisy I don't need this hypocrisy and I swear I'll never see your face again (See your face again) There's way we're the same Is now the time where I choose to believe your lies? 'Cause now I see the hypocrite and it's fucking me (Fucking me) It's fucking me The hypocrite is fucking me
3.
W.T.M. 03:06
You're always looking out for yourself Shook my hand then you dragged me through fucking hell But I found my way out You're cold blooded I still let you under my skin Called you brother Now tell me where the fuck have you been? This bond was supposed weather any storm Fell apart during the faltering warmth Now I see what I meant to you Now they’ll see what you put me through I know that you left me behind (Left me behind) Why can't I see that you're a waste of, waste of my time? I don't think that time can heal these wounds (Heal these wounds) You're everything and yet I'm nothing I'll never be like you You're so jaded I still let you under my skin Put your trust in demons I watched your hatred deepen within Sleepless nights plague your being to the core Now every day that you're awake I can't help but think I deserved more So fuck it Now I know that you left me behind (You left me behind) Why can't I see that you're a waste of, waste of my time? I don't think that time can heal these wounds You're everything and yet I'm nothing I'll never be like you Like you You see my life as treason and you don't consider us even Called me a traitor right to my face I let you fall then you put your trust in demons I watched your hatred deepen and I reached my lowest low Now I know the fucking answer Get out of my life So get out of my life (The fucking answer) Get out of my life Now get out of my life
4.
Spit 03:19
Yeah you thought it’d be nothing short of ecstasy Yeah you thought it’d be the end of your misery Picture perfect, now it’s worthless, lying face down in the ground Hope was lost and never found Now you're making your rounds These old wounds cut right through the skin Number one in your life, but in mine you’ll never win Now I’m ripping this flesh from bone While you’re ripping this heart from home Yeah I’m ripping this flesh from bone While you’re ripping this heart from home So why do I have no energy, empathy, no memory? I'm far from life, it's consuming me, endlessly, I can't be free (I can't be free) Manipulated for your own enjoyment Rearranged my mind to think I deserved it And I did I deserve the shit life throws my fucking way And I did I deserve every ounce of this fucking pain Chew me up and spit me out, let them me what’s left No remains, I’m just the same, always second best A bad taste, in your way, a stain on this place I'm just a fucking problem that won’t ever go away I’m a failure in my father's eyes Scratched them out and fucking left him blind I’m a failure in my father's eyes, but he’s the one who left his family behind So why do I have no energy, empathy, no memory? I'm far from life, it's consuming me, endlessly, I can't be free Rearranged my mind to think I deserved it I lost everything 'cause I wasn't worth it I'm far from life, it's consuming me, endlessly, I can't be free I’m a failure in my fathers fucking eyes I’m a failure but you left us You left us
5.
Vic Park 03:21
Yeah, I’m a deadweight with no fate Not lacking any purpose Stressed out, no doubt Drowning yet I stay calm I’m a ticking time bomb Lost in the malice, I grew callous Now I am the enemy Spite me, save me I guess I never felt free You don’t want to be me Pain shapes all ignorance or innocence That’s all I wrote, cutthroat Save me from this hell I can’t feel anything Save me from myself Becoming everything I swore I'd never be Get out of my head Get out of my head Get out of my head Get out of my head Get out of my head I wish I was fucking dead (Fucking dead) Read my death rites so I can sleep tonight Read my death rites so I'll finally sleep tight Grave digging With every breath I take What a joke this all is I can't be saved from myself Save me from this hell I can’t feel anything Save me from myself The pain’s consuming me so save me from this hell I can feel everything Save me from myself Breaking away from all I am From all I am Why do I feel so paralyzed? I feel nothing Nothing at all What a joke I am A swing, a miss Goddamn What a joke I am A swing, a miss Goddamn I can’t escape this fucking life You just leave me right here in my strife You barely even bat a fucking eye You just leave me right here in my strife You see me sinking, you barely bat an eye (Ceilings caving in) Scars of empty promises are darkened by my life Carve me a tomb so I can so I can accept my fucking doom Carve me a tomb so I can so I can accept doom Carve me a tomb Accept my doom Carve me a tomb Accept my doom
6.
1135 03:02
Now you manipulate me to the point we're I think we're gonna be okay Why don't you stop and think for a second about anything? 'Cause there's so many moving parts and I can see That I never can believe a single word that you tell me I keep coming back to you Even after all the shit you put me through I try to stay away and guard myself But I can't and I won't You're poisonous to my health Here I am coming back again But I don't want someone else Back in the neverending cycle And I don't believe that you can change (You can change) 'Cause every day is the same But I'm a slave to your abuse I'm a slave to you I know that you will never change 'Cause every days the same I’m a slave to you Your abuse No one to blame You said I’d be replaced And see my name erased But I’m over you Done with you Playing your games I’m over you This is what I need To break the chains and finally be free I'm not your property So don't act like we're some kind of anomaly Now listen, I'm forsaken Got a life of desperation My mind is at its limit My body, no longer mine And I don't believe that you can change (You can change) 'Cause every day is the same I'm a slave to you and your abuse All this is true I know that you will never change 'Cause every days the same But I’m a slave to you Your abuse No one to blame You said I’d be replaced And see my name erased But I’m over you Done with you Playing your games I'm done playing your games (Playing your games) I'm fucking done No matter what you say I will not falter My life is my own to alter til’ there is nothing left (Nothing) Nothing left
7.
Cheat Code 02:01
We are all fundamentally flawed We were never good We were never understood Educated to the point of ignorance All sedated None of this makes any sense, motherfucker They say we do it for the attention But how can they see what lies in between? Ultimately we're the disgrace? When they left this world in a putrid state? Get off your fucking high horse you don't know shit It must be nice to be so senseless 'Cause ignorance is bliss Ignorance is bliss (Cheat code) Cheat code This life ain't got no cheat code

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released January 13, 2020

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Hardcore/Metal from Toronto, ON featuring members of Brand of Sacrifice & The Parallel.

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