Yeah you thought it’d be nothing short of ecstasy
Yeah you thought it’d be the end of your misery
Picture perfect, now it’s worthless, lying face down in the ground
Hope was lost and never found
Now you're making your rounds
These old wounds cut right through the skin
Number one in your life, but in mine you’ll never win
Now I’m ripping this flesh from bone
While you’re ripping this heart from home
Yeah I’m ripping this flesh from bone
While you’re ripping this heart from home
So why do I have no energy, empathy, no memory?
I'm far from life, it's consuming me, endlessly, I can't be free
(I can't be free)
Manipulated for your own enjoyment
Rearranged my mind to think I deserved it
And I did
I deserve the shit life throws my fucking way
And I did
I deserve every ounce of this fucking pain
Chew me up and spit me out, let them me what’s left
No remains, I’m just the same, always second best
A bad taste, in your way, a stain on this place
I'm just a fucking problem that won’t ever go away
I’m a failure in my father's eyes
Scratched them out and fucking left him blind
I’m a failure in my father's eyes, but he’s the one who left his family behind
So why do I have no energy, empathy, no memory?
I'm far from life, it's consuming me, endlessly, I can't be free
Rearranged my mind to think I deserved it
I lost everything 'cause I wasn't worth it
I'm far from life, it's consuming me, endlessly, I can't be free
I’m a failure in my fathers fucking eyes
I’m a failure but you left us
You left us
credits
from 1135,
released January 13, 2020
Lyrics by:
Dylan Gould & Kyle Anderson
Produced & Engineered by
Kyle Anderson & Michael Leo Valeri
I am more a melodeath guy than deathcore, but I enjoy all the symphonic elements or rythym changes. This album is a BLAST omg my neck hurt, so much headbang🤘🤘 olive855
The whole album is nothing short of amazing. I couldn't choose a favorite but this one speaks to me especially, I'm excited for the next album already ! Thank you @The_Afterimage heybudhey