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O'Connor Drive
01:01
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*Instrumental*
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2. |
Ghost Orchid
03:11
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I highly doubt you'll hear these fucking words
Yeah
Let me stare into this broken mirror
See if I'm still living
Chest so tight no air to breathe
Empty and broken left like a stray mutt on a filthy street
I let you consume every bit of me
I let you, I let you
Take everything
I let you consume every bit of me
I let you, I let you
Take everything
You're like a sore on my fucking face, a disgrace
I don't even need to speak, I don't even need to try
I tried a million times and I'm sick of all your bullshit lines
I can explain it but you'll never get it
So tell me what's the fucking point?
I don't your apology and I'll make
You see the pain you've caused within
(I don't need you), I don't need this hypocrisy
I don't need this hypocrisy and I swear I'll never see your face again
(I'll never see your face again)
There's way we're the same
Death follows me wherever I go, but I never thought I'd see it in the form of an angel
Or maybe it's demon I see?
Am I stupid to think that you'd give a fuck about me?
You're like a sore on my fucking face
You're a disgrace
I don't need your apology
I don't need you to relate
I don't your apology and I'll make
You see the pain you've caused within
(I don't need you)
I don't need this hypocrisy
I don't need this hypocrisy and I swear I'll never see your face again
(See your face again)
There's way we're the same
Is now the time where I choose to believe your lies?
'Cause now I see the hypocrite and it's fucking me
(Fucking me)
It's fucking me
The hypocrite is fucking me
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3. |
W.T.M.
03:06
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You're always looking out for yourself
Shook my hand then you dragged me through fucking hell
But I found my way out
You're cold blooded
I still let you under my skin
Called you brother
Now tell me where the fuck have you been?
This bond was supposed weather any storm
Fell apart during the faltering warmth
Now I see what I meant to you
Now they’ll see what you put me through
I know that you left me behind
(Left me behind)
Why can't I see that you're a waste of, waste of my time?
I don't think that time can heal these wounds
(Heal these wounds)
You're everything and yet I'm nothing
I'll never be like you
You're so jaded
I still let you under my skin
Put your trust in demons
I watched your hatred deepen within
Sleepless nights plague your being to the core
Now every day that you're awake
I can't help but think I deserved more
So fuck it
Now I know that you left me behind
(You left me behind)
Why can't I see that you're a waste of, waste of my time?
I don't think that time can heal these wounds
You're everything and yet I'm nothing
I'll never be like you
Like you
You see my life as treason and you don't consider us even
Called me a traitor right to my face
I let you fall then you put your trust in demons
I watched your hatred deepen and I reached my lowest low
Now I know the fucking answer
Get out of my life
So get out of my life
(The fucking answer)
Get out of my life
Now get out of my life
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4. |
Spit
03:19
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Yeah you thought it’d be nothing short of ecstasy
Yeah you thought it’d be the end of your misery
Picture perfect, now it’s worthless, lying face down in the ground
Hope was lost and never found
Now you're making your rounds
These old wounds cut right through the skin
Number one in your life, but in mine you’ll never win
Now I’m ripping this flesh from bone
While you’re ripping this heart from home
Yeah I’m ripping this flesh from bone
While you’re ripping this heart from home
So why do I have no energy, empathy, no memory?
I'm far from life, it's consuming me, endlessly, I can't be free
(I can't be free)
Manipulated for your own enjoyment
Rearranged my mind to think I deserved it
And I did
I deserve the shit life throws my fucking way
And I did
I deserve every ounce of this fucking pain
Chew me up and spit me out, let them me what’s left
No remains, I’m just the same, always second best
A bad taste, in your way, a stain on this place
I'm just a fucking problem that won’t ever go away
I’m a failure in my father's eyes
Scratched them out and fucking left him blind
I’m a failure in my father's eyes, but he’s the one who left his family behind
So why do I have no energy, empathy, no memory?
I'm far from life, it's consuming me, endlessly, I can't be free
Rearranged my mind to think I deserved it
I lost everything 'cause I wasn't worth it
I'm far from life, it's consuming me, endlessly, I can't be free
I’m a failure in my fathers fucking eyes
I’m a failure but you left us
You left us
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5. |
Vic Park
03:21
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Yeah, I’m a deadweight with no fate
Not lacking any purpose
Stressed out, no doubt
Drowning yet I stay calm
I’m a ticking time bomb
Lost in the malice, I grew callous
Now I am the enemy
Spite me, save me
I guess I never felt free
You don’t want to be me
Pain shapes all ignorance or innocence
That’s all I wrote, cutthroat
Save me from this hell
I can’t feel anything
Save me from myself
Becoming everything I swore I'd never be
Get out of my head
Get out of my head
Get out of my head
Get out of my head
Get out of my head
I wish I was fucking dead
(Fucking dead)
Read my death rites so I can sleep tonight
Read my death rites so I'll finally sleep tight
Grave digging
With every breath I take
What a joke this all is
I can't be saved from myself
Save me from this hell
I can’t feel anything
Save me from myself
The pain’s consuming me so save me from this hell
I can feel everything
Save me from myself
Breaking away from all I am
From all I am
Why do I feel so paralyzed?
I feel nothing
Nothing at all
What a joke I am
A swing, a miss
Goddamn
What a joke I am
A swing, a miss
Goddamn
I can’t escape this fucking life
You just leave me right here in my strife
You barely even bat a fucking eye
You just leave me right here in my strife
You see me sinking, you barely bat an eye
(Ceilings caving in)
Scars of empty promises are darkened by my life
Carve me a tomb so I can so I can accept my fucking doom
Carve me a tomb so I can so I can accept doom
Carve me a tomb
Accept my doom
Carve me a tomb
Accept my doom
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6. |
1135
03:02
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Now you manipulate me to the point we're I think we're gonna be okay
Why don't you stop and think for a second about anything?
'Cause there's so many moving parts and I can see
That I never can believe a single word that you tell me
I keep coming back to you
Even after all the shit you put me through
I try to stay away and guard myself
But I can't and I won't
You're poisonous to my health
Here I am coming back again
But I don't want someone else
Back in the neverending cycle
And I don't believe that you can change
(You can change)
'Cause every day is the same
But I'm a slave to your abuse
I'm a slave to you
I know that you will never change
'Cause every days the same
I’m a slave to you
Your abuse
No one to blame
You said I’d be replaced
And see my name erased
But I’m over you
Done with you
Playing your games
I’m over you
This is what I need
To break the chains and finally be free
I'm not your property
So don't act like we're some kind of anomaly
Now listen, I'm forsaken
Got a life of desperation
My mind is at its limit
My body, no longer mine
And I don't believe that you can change
(You can change)
'Cause every day is the same
I'm a slave to you and your abuse
All this is true
I know that you will never change
'Cause every days the same
But I’m a slave to you
Your abuse
No one to blame
You said I’d be replaced
And see my name erased
But I’m over you
Done with you
Playing your games
I'm done playing your games
(Playing your games)
I'm fucking done
No matter what you say I will not falter
My life is my own to alter til’ there is nothing left
(Nothing)
Nothing left
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7. |
Cheat Code
02:01
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We are all fundamentally flawed
We were never good
We were never understood
Educated to the point of ignorance
All sedated
None of this makes any sense, motherfucker
They say we do it for the attention
But how can they see what lies in between?
Ultimately we're the disgrace?
When they left this world in a putrid state?
Get off your fucking high horse you don't know shit
It must be nice to be so senseless
'Cause ignorance is bliss
Ignorance is bliss
(Cheat code)
Cheat code
This life ain't got no cheat code
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